I am tying the knot in less than a month!
Yeah, I can't believe it's happening soon.
When I think of myself 6 months ago, who was a free soul and wasn't expecting a marriage at all, I couldn't believe it would be this fast.
And looking at me right now, I am dying to live with MY LIFE. Wait, living with my life? You must be wondering what's that supposed to mean.
Yes, I found him. He's my life, my heartbeat, my world, my universe, and all the words that represent those...
I wasn't exactly searching for him but, I believe, everything happens at its best time.
He is Sinan, who used to be my chatting buddy a year and a half ago. We lost contact for 10 months (I guess), then we started talking again and at some point, he said that he wanted to get to know me more for marriage purpose.
A year and a half ago I didn't find him as a potential person that I could fall in love with, however it was always nice talking to him since he's such a sincere and kind soul. Then why did I say "Yes" when he wanted to go to a step further than just a friend?
First thing first, it's all destiny, it's all in God's hand. Couples of days before it happened, I felt like God had opened my heart and got me thinking that I might be ready for a marriage. Thus, I prayed to God to keep me and my destiny away from wrongdoings, whoever and wherever my destiny was, I was ready to meet him.
For this, I believe that Sinan telling me his intention was somehow something that I was praying for. When we started talking again after so long, I had different impression toward him. And the more we talked, the more I realized that he is the one. He taught me what an unconditional love is. For the first time in my life, I am willing to do anything (literally anything) for someone. Before, I was a kind of person who wouldn't like it when others interfering my life principles and decisions i made, not even my parents were allowed to. Now, it all changed, I like it when he minds my business, I need him to always mind my business.
I can't believe I can love someone more than I love myself. I get so easily carried away when it comes to him. His love has driven me into a whole different world, a magical and colorful world.
And by the way, 14 August 2017 will be the day when we first meet face to face for the first time. It's mind blowing how two people can fall in love deeply before they even see eye to eye in real life. We love and we trust, that what makes it possible.
